
It certainly isn't easy. Going back in time, it was never encouraged for people to marry outside their faith and this covered most christian religions in the United States. I really do have strong feelings for him and want to make this work… but I'm beginning to feel like I have no identity of my own anymore and I will forever just be, "the doctor's wife.

Now I feel sadness for losing out because of fear, and a cult mindset. Hi Op, I wouldn't worry about the lack of constant contact too much.