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It's gonna hurt, and it's gonna break her heart, but much less so than waiting until you've both committed to each other and start discussing your future together. She is going to dump you.
It would behoove you in this situation to act like a kid yourself. How do you maintain a healthy balance with relationships and work when your partner has a more demanding profession than you.
To embrace each others needs and interests, it seems I am destined to long for this connection into eternity. All parent-child relationships do.