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When I think about it now it sounds absolutely mental and there is no way I would do it again. So I understand how it's easy to believe nonsense when you're brainwashed from birth, and how it can be comforting to believe your life webcam somehow very important in the grand scale of the universe, and how you don't have to be afraid of death because you'll go on to a better place where you'll live happily chubby creampie porn after for eternity.
I had many, many friends who moved this quickly during courtship, too. We need to believe fully and then we make choices, not the other way around.
And even longer when you add that one-year fellowship to the end of it. Nobody has prepared her for one, definitely haven't prepared her for a healthy physical relationship.